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Garden of Now

by Rap Man Gavin

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1.
Glass Dreams 03:10
Mostly lifted spitting fantasies Misguided moments, fighting thoughts of where I have to be Omen spit, I'm smoking I'm hopeful I'm spared catastrophe coping in ways I molded broken glass on my happy feet Move passively, quiet my mind, slash my needs Speak to trees, find true solace next to my family Truth is I'm too honest, and honestly the scene's gorgeous I allow it envelop me This wave's back to ocean, my motion deeper than me Cold flow, stoic, freeze when I breathe, still sleep with the freaks Feel the mountains bleed, hours pass so steadily When I'm in this place, it’s all dark but all heavenly I flicker through a thousand memories Hive mind rhymes, there's no end to me These thoughts permanent, my flow temporary They stole centuries, I'm taking it back My bad days I just take it and rap Those blue skies I’ve been painting 'em black I see nothing but nothingness Dreams shatter into day-to-days Pick apart the pieces, try to analyze my lazy ways Never play it safe, hazardous when I'm taking aim I heard them talking in circles 'bout how they shape the game (they don't) Never chase the fame, chase the money, mainly chase my brain Shaky knees won’t buckle, my mind collapsing with the rain Fire breathe like Arcanine and find my verses filled with pain Higher feeds from gods whose fine notes said it's all the same Tapped in the moment, control it, and let it go Unfold to a new mold don’t hold it just for the show Compose myself, watch the young me turn old My folks they keep me grounded, crutch my burnt soul My third go was my luckiest, I'm Aldous Huxley touching other worlds Just a subtle verse, I left where the rubble sits Posted next to demons I spit This devious shit the mic holder feeling his grip
2.
Peace Seeker 03:18
Oh so wizardous wild, this shit magic My flow so criminal mind, they all track it I get Shakespearean high and turn tragic I may feel venomous tides and lose balance I stay where the sentiment died and truth vanished The line my competitors ride, its too average Extra-terrestrial fly, I been abandoned I bet where the rest of 'em try, I do damage Rhymes splitting rivers apart Is Moses colder than god? See I’ve been building like I'm Noah and the flow is the ark I hope they follow my arc, though I get my lost in the plot The Labyrinths of Sacred Data that I found in the art (LSD) I play my part, paranoia kinda tears me apart The flare the at the start the same place as where we depart I stare at the shot bare faced and glaring I'm rocked The bottom drop it’s a lot I'm still so sparked Peace seeker, dreamer on the edge It’s all balance Speak ether, still lean upon a ledge before madness Rich eater, switch teachers, mans methods savage Breathe deeper, see legions of my ancestors vanish Constellation spitting, it’s a stellar affair Circle round the block while I puff on the square Constant observation of the hell in my head Purple coloured crops keep me up in the air Hopping on space rocks, tie them up on my neck My dreadful dreadlocks, I stay locked with my dread Just please don't fuck with the kid, I know there's a lot to be said I prefer silence instead, yo fuck the doc, I'm tossing my meds I'm Cosmogonic I move matter meticulously I know the game moves fast but it ain't quicker than me I know the pain don’t last, but this shit sticking with me I know we came so far, but I got places to be Cathartic on top of the castles I crafted Departed, crucified alive bloody faucet flowing with orchids mirror the gorgeous No longer cautious changed lanes still I'm car sick Nauseous but still my faults feel so faultless Older than god, who could’ve birthed all before this? Unfortunately the brave were never favoured by fortune The more sin I feel man it all clings to me
3.
Flying man feel the soul beyond the mind No sense assessing the senses, still touch divine I think though I am not, try circling time Arrive weary, mind eerie, still kicking the these rhymes I need mine Feed the deepest pieces of my grievances Go from western lies to eastern myths Still spend equal time concealing shit I say I’ll never change but watch the seasons switch Contemplate my pain and where my reason sits Guess I got a lot to say but nothing really fits Logic won’t prevail, still the dreamer kid I don’t believe in shit but I believe in this Spitting lethal quips, hit a seamless stitch offscript dark as the lich chase moonlight to where Artemis sits Its hard to be still, I'm calm til the fog starts to lift Clear as everything I caught in that glimpse I watch and cheer along the fall of the kings I spark it up next to the morgue and I grin The reaper not to grim he just sings It's not too bad, it's not too bad out here
4.
Moon beaming and bald-faced, the air sending shivers Spoon feeding off gods plate while he slowly withers Glazed hatred and over-spiced demon livers Flooding the world he made in his own image Sunset skies and bloody rivers As above, so below, sweet implicit of bitter travel through my goosebumps and visit each of my quivers I’ll get some sleep in a minute, I need to sit with this, just leave me to dither I had a violent thought disrupt my own peace The old world not forgiven, vengeance move with my feet I cut the lights so that's the darkness could bleed Shut my eyes so I could trust what I'm seeing See man always been a liar to me My fire speech not hyperbole, defined by the heat I find a seat down in purgatory, rhyming elite You gotta learn to die or you get stuck in between Man I was really trying, but now I dwell in defeat Trees colourless in the night, thoughts black and white You could’ve never left right, won’t sweat the regrets twice Faceless memories, nostalgia hitting me with lies Receipts showing nothing but fights, truth is I chose flight Sky roaming alone now and void screaming sit in empty fields, outline the purpose of no meaning Looping thoughts, monologue demeaning Self-hatred rolling around in my head screaming With my demons in a stand off Deep in my psyche like Im stan grof Skipping lightly with a heavy heart Eagle eyed as a steady dart My trajectory complex I wonder if the end is where I start All connected in moments found in the separate art

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a casual stroll through some thoughts, feelings, hallucinations, and fascinations

over some beats by the spectacular Jesse The Tree

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released August 10, 2022

raps written by Rap Man Gavin

featuring Jesse The Tree on track three who obviously wrote his own rap

all beats by Jesse The Tree

artwork by Pulp.Prints -
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recorded in my room
vocals mixed by me
mastered by trxstxssx

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Rapper from Cape Town, South Africa.

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