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Outside Of Myself

from Scattered by Rap Man Gavin

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Figures move on the wall, light enters from behind
Hands tied, wishing they learnt to leave a man behind
Caved in by the parables, demons screaming hysterical wines
Miss when the pain when all physical separate from inside
Reckless just my kind, Jedi Mind
Pale skin told me I'm violent by design
All my rhyming outta line
Why deny my assigned shine
Father time laughing at my card declined
Wild, got 108 styles, just passing by
mental hanging on the borderline
been blue like Mordecai
homie said there's more to getting high
I agree
still the one blunt turn to 4 to 5
something bout the smoke just keep me fortified
When I start to choke don't you let me die please

Underground so Derinkuyu, who knew I got voodoo on my breath
Stupendous test when the noose around my neck
Learn to finesse, out the loop I knew shouldn't have confessed
Divination at my worst, Sacrilegious at my best
Smack the s upon your chest what to do to get some rest
I'm awake getting eaten by mosquitoes at my desk
Depleted conceit turned to defeat just cause of stress
Rasta bless, back to the sky I digress
doctor said I'm walking around with some kinda hex
Cursed with corrosion on my metal mental flex

Please forgive me god
I have fallen with the wrong cloud
And I am gliding through supernovas
And contemplating my every misstep

But you can save me


Asleep in church again, list of sins keep stacking up
I panic about the chambers of hell and if forgiveness enough
My crutch hold me up, 6 walking through the white passage bump
Into a facade so corrupt head spontaneously combust
Back into ancestral agony I move among their enemy the guilt abrupt
I milk the gut of the devil he leaks in blood I speak his tongue
Watch how the songs are sung, each pattern carefully strung
Together so each note breaks the skull I hear the guns
You hear the guns? I scarred the lungs
Smoke to cope dropped the pills to make me numb, why?
Couldn't really trust a feeling when you wanna die?
Fight, inhale the night, Ive been competing with my other side
Shadows, not a battle, battled to become one in life


Red flowing from the cracks between the stones
Earth bleeding the moment we got home
Changing fate, wanderers no longer on the roam
Oh no, ya ways is so old

I kneel and I pay my respects
I take back what is mine
I rewrite the lost texts
All the memories I recollect
When I am outside of myself
I feel the connect, do you?

Do you?

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from Scattered, released March 24, 2023

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Rapper from Cape Town, South Africa.

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